What does this mean?

How this aspect might manifest in your life.

Your selfishness and interest in your own affairs keeps you from being sympathetic to the needs and feelings of others. You feel at cross-purposes with yourself because your conscious intentions and desires conflict with your subconscious emotional needs and drives.

You feel pulled in two different directions. This is a major reason why you find it hard to be decisive. You vacillate on whether or not you should do this or that and this causes you a great deal of inner stress. You can’t seem to make up your mind on anything.

You try to do the right thing, but you aren’t sure what the right thing is. You have problems with satisfying both your need to be an individual and your need for caring relationships and a sense of belonging.

Because of the mixed messages you send out, people don’t always know how to respond to you or know what you really want. This can cause confusion and conflict in relationships. You need to find the right balance between your emotions and your will.

Come to an awareness that your energy flow fluctuates like the ebb and flow of the tides. When your energy is at a high, you should try to accomplish as much as possible during that time. When your energy is low, then you should pace yourself accordingly and not overtax your physical body.

You often fluctuate from being extremely logical to being extremely sensitive. Many times you are unaware of other people’s emotional needs and, thus, you fail to respond to them.